Anybody out there?
Well it has been nearly 18 months since I last posted and I would not blame anybody if they had decided to move on. It was not the fact that I had not posted anything for a long time that brought me back to here, no it was the fact that I decided I needed to change. That what this blog started out as, the sub heading of this blog is “ramblings of an overweight old fart trying to get fit!” Well after starting ok all those years ago and making steady head way, I then started struggling and going backwards to the point I am at now today. As a consequence of this I have picked up Type2 Diabetes on the way which has added a large complication to my life, all this is my fault nobodies else’s.
But consider this, if I smoked cigarettes I would be accused of being addicted to smoking, if I drank to much (alcohol) I would be called an alcoholic, if I started taking illegal drugs, I would be a drug addict but because I eat to much food and don’t exercise I am a fattie. Yep hands up here, no argument, I eat to much, I eat the wrong food, I do not exercise at all. I know what I should be doing, I know what the consequence are if I don’t, so why do I continue on down this same path that is slowly killing me? Why is being overweight not considered an addiction?
There is no point continuing that argument as it will not help me do what I need to do which is loose weight. It is my problem and I am the only one who can do anything about it. So this is what I am going to do about it. I waited until the festive season was gone and I had had my birthday (which is early January) now I am setting of on a journey (or maybe restarting as I did start this journey many years ago), but rather than charging at it like a bull seeing a red flag, I am taking it at a slow walking pace, I am getting back to eating the right food and the right amounts, no additional extras (unless it is a party event, birthday etc.), I am going to start weighting myself on a weekly basis this is something I have rarely done myself, when I was at Slimming World it was weekly. I can’t remember the last time I was weighted, I think it was at the doctors sometime last year and it was not good news then and since then I have put more weight on. I need to dig the scales out and make sure they are still working, then starting using them on a weekly basis.
While I don’t want to call them promises (but I can’t think of another word at the moment), the only ‘promises’ I have made for now are as follows:
Eat the correct food and the correct amounts
Weight myself weekly
Eating the correct food and correct amount should help lower my weight and help keep my diabetes in check. Weighing myself will help keep me on track by knowing exactly where I am.
I won’t be getting back on my bike until a little later in the year when I have lost weight, how much……I don’t know, it will be when I feel ready to do so.
If you want to encourage and support me then leave a comment