My head is slowly coming to terms we our situation, it does not make it easier, I’m just a little less wound up over it. While I would love to just pull the duvet up over my head and disappear from sight I know the world will continues without me and the problem will not disappear. We just have to knuckle down and pull our socks up and start again.
My thanks for the words of support, it is strange how a few words can make things look a little less dark. It reminds me of my nan who used to say that sending somebody a letter was the best way to cheer them up, I never really understood that when I was young now I am (a lot) older I do and I guess e-mails are the 21st century equivalent.
Moving on I have gained a new pain in my right knee, now my knees are always painful but this pain\injury is different. It is on the top of my knee (rather than in the joint) if anything just above the knee. I was at work on Monday sat at a desk and I went to stand up and it felt like somebody grabbed my muscles and twisted them, I fell back into my chair. Now it is not painful but every now and again it gives me a little twinge just to let me know it is there. I can bend my knee without any pain but but I can feel a dull ache just above the knee. I am hoping it is not going to stop me from riding as my riding is the only thing keeping me going at the moment. I have a new saddle for my bike so I might put that on tonight and then just take a little ride around the block to gauge how my knee feels.
